Quit being an asshole, please（有雷．慎入）

Dear R,

I know you're the boss. I do respect who you are and what you do. I am grateful for what you've granted me so far. I am happy that you are so kind to hire me to work for you - as your personal assistant.

But I am not happy. I'd rather gain your trust & respect then having nothing to do but to sit here and wait for you to accuse me of something I have not done. I doubt if you've ever thought of me as "the secretary to R. Watanabe"?

Just to tell you how upset I really am. I honestly don't think that you'd give a shit about what I think 'n say. I don't want much but to have you treat me like "I am your assistant" though most of the times it is just a name. I don't need you to walk around telling people about my military background crap and think of me like I was an idiot.

Dear R, I wish I could proudly talk about my job when I still work for you. I wouldn't label myself as the 'strawberry' because I simply am not.

Sometimes things could really go against your will - especially when you don't try to stop.. respectively.

Anyway, please take care and stop being an asshole. Be a man with dignity and treat others the way you want to be treated to bear yourself out as one of the best leaders. (of course, screw you if you can't or don't feel like to)

Regards,
secretary to YOU

As a "秘書"

我常在想，在老闆眼裡，我的形象是什麼
不會是好吃懶作之類的吧..（那應該是我媽的 perspective）
AMEI 要搬上來了，昨天為了這件事，我鬱卒了好久，
明芳開心的打來恭喜我，夏薇姊也愛莫能助，
離開西華三個月，我也忘記在妮可和 Vicky 底下的那種忐忑不安的日子，
原以為跟著理查，我可以專心地把照顧他這件事做得很完美，
現在.. 感覺惡夢要來了，大家的警告絕對不是憑空捏造的，
埃，想要護著權益，但不想自己這麼不耐操，
試用期才剛過呢，

千歲爹打來，雖然我們還在吵.. 還會吵..
但比起這件事，我寧可跟他再吵上幾回

今天頭髮亂，整個心情也跟著不好了
女人的心情，通常是從早上睡醒照個鏡子就已決定好的，
老闆今天也不大甩我，想要主動的把一件事做到好，
那也得要他願意開放讓我去干涉他的隨興吧

老闆呀，請你給我把你 take care 好的機會吧，
我很忠誠的，卻也不希望自己的替代性那麼高..

抒發完了，還是很煩惱 AMEI 要上來的事... ><